J Thu Sep 08, 2011 1:20 am
When the forums come back online, you should all review the original post(s) I made when I offered out of kindness to dedicate the spare resources of the server I already had, to keep the JWFan community alive when I could see that help was really required.
Yes, there have been problems. You will see that I had originally stated that I would only offer this as a last resort and that problems may well occur and that one of my concerns would be with the responsibility that the community would place on me, merely for doing a favour and paying money out of my pocket.
The server goes offline, and the cynical and angry members of this community start forming their own hate inspired ideas, and worst-case scenarios, looking into ludicrous possibilities to place blame and offload their anger onto someone else.
I should actually start by saying that I do obviously actually care about the community. I've been a member for a decent amount of time, and have met a few good people from being a member here. For people to assume through my lack of communication that I wanted the worst for the community, or that I was attempting some sort of sabotage is pretty ridiculous, honestly. I can understand a level of frustration, even desperation - but people need to look at the situation sensibly and stop acting like rude, hateful cretins.
I will absolutely accept that poor communication on my behalf has not helped the issue, but when I have been online and had the time and wellbeing to do so, I have responded. The abuse and rudeness (and threats) I have received both personally/privately and publicly (on these forums) makes me honestly look twice at this community and it really pisses me off.
... and now I'm sure the angry ones of you, who have a chip on your shoulder or some deeper issue (daddy didn't love you) that is really behind the irrational anger you have displayed, are shaking your heads in rage and feeling offended. I say grow up, and fuck you. I could talk about my own personal current situation, and focus on my own immediate emotions around the situation, and given my circumstance I could make you all look and feel like absolute cunts.
Anyway, I'd like to thank Jason for helping out and being so willing to help bring the server back up as quickly as possible, and for putting his own money forward to allow that to happen... and for being patient with me during this time.
That's it really. Not the most eloquent post ever, I hope I made my point.